Tired

I am really tired of feeling this way.

I am tired of waking up with my back hurting.

I am tired of trying to walk without pain spreading across my lower back.

I am tired of saying, "I feel like cr*p.""

I am tired of trying to smile when I feel like crying.

I am tired of giving updates on how I feel.

I am tired of physical therapy.

I am tired of orthopedic surgeons.

I am tired of taking medicine.

I am tired of not having relief.

I am tired of running out of options.

I am tired of pain.

I am tired of trying to sit while my back hurts.

I am tried of trying to stand while my back hurts.

I am just tired.